This story is part of the Udhaar Ki Muskaan series
Ab tak aapne padha ki Paras aur Mayur dono student, jigri dost aur roommate bhi hain. Unke college ki khubsurat ladki Muskaan aur Paras pyaar mein hain aur un dono ke beech chudai ko bedroom ke baahar baithhe Mayur sunte huye enjoy kartaa hain.
Ab aage ki kahaani Mayur ki jubaani jaari hain…
Haalanki main, Paras aur Muskaan achchhe dost the par main Paras aur Muskaan ko akela bhi chhod deta tha taaki wo apni private baatein kar sake.
Muskaan jab mere aur Paras ke common kiraaye waley ghar par aati to aese rahti jaise wo uska sasural ho. Wo kitchen mein bhi kuchh bana deti. Chhutti waley din wo kai ghanto tak hamare saath rahti.
Is beech un dono ke beech hoti shararat aur pyaar bhare lamho ka main gawaah bana hua tha. Aesa nahi tha ki unke beech sirf pyaar tha. Unke beech jhagde aur narajagi bhi hoti thi.
Muskaan ko god mein uthhana ho ya apni baahon mein bharkar uske gaalo par kiss karna ho ya phir uske badan ko chhuna ho, yeh sab kaam meri aankho ke saamne ho jaya karta tha.
TV dekhte huye wo dono mastiya karte ek dusre se chipke baithe rahte ya ek dusre ki god mein. Kabhi kabhar chhutti par Muskaan hamare ghar nahi aati aur main samajh jata ki Muskaan abhi Paras se naaraj hain.
Mere saamne bhi kai baar chhoti moti baat par un dono ke beech bahas hote huye maine dekhi thi aur kai baar maine achchhe dost ki tarah unka maamla suljhaya bhi tha.
Wo dono ek dusre se 1 din se jyada naraj nahi rah sakte the aur phir ek ho hi jaate the. Mere liye bhi yeh achchha hi tha varna ek din bhi Muskaan ka chehra na dekhu to kuchh kami si lagti thi.
Humney kaafi achchha samay saath mein bitaaya tha aur phir ek din akele mein mujhe Paras ne kuchh kaha jo mere liye bada shocking tha.
Paras: “Mayur, main Muskaan ke saath breakup karne ka soch raha hoon. Samajh nahi aa raha kaise baat karu us se!”
Mere muh se ek chikh nikal gayi aur maatha jaise shock se fat gaya tha. Jis ladki se baat karne ke liye itne ladke marte hain aur wo ladki jis se pyaar karti hain wo usko chhodne ki baat kar raha tha.
Mayur: “Tera dimaag kharaab hain! Tu Muskaan se break up karna chaahta hain? Tujhe pata hain uske liye kitney ladke line laga kar khade hain? Mujhe laga tum dono serious ho”
Paras: “Haa, hum dono apni relationship ko lekar serious the. Muskaan to aaj bhi bahut serious hain. Par ab mujhe lagne laga hain ki main aur Muskaan ek duje ke liye nahi bane hain”
Mayur: “Tere ko Muskaan se sab kuchh mil gaya hain isliye tere liye uski koi keemat nahi hain na?”
Paras: “Wo baat nahi hain. Hum dono physical nahi huye the uske pehle bhi mujhe kabhi kabhar aesa lagta tha ki kuchh to kami hain par itni khubsurat ladki hain to main adjust karta rahta tha. Hum dono ke vichaar adhikatar alag alag hi hote hain”
Mayur: “Yeh to hamesha hota hi hain. Do log ek jaisa nahi soch sakte”
Paras: “Tu aur main itne time se saath hain, teri meri aaj tak ladai huyi hain kya?”
Mayur: “Thoda bahut compromise karte rahna padta hain”
Paras:”Main aur Muskaan bilkul alag hain. Humney shaadi ki to zindagi bhar compromise hi karte rah jaayenge. Yaa phir aage jaakar alag ho jayenge. is se behtar hain ki hum waqt rahte alag ho jaaye”
Mayur: “Achchhe se soch le ki tu kya bol raha hain”
Paras: “Humko saath rahte ek saal se jyada ho chuka hain. Ab main Muskaan ko achchhe se jaan chuka hoon, isliye soch samajh kar hi bol raha hoon. Pehle mujhe laga main adjust kar lunga par ab lagta hain lambe samay tak karna mushkil hain”
Mayur: “To phir tu uska dil todega?”
Paras: “Wohi to samajh nahi aa raha hain ki usko kaise kahu. Wo bahut jyada react karegi”
Mayur: “Mujhe Muskaan ke liye bahut bura lag raha hain. Wo bahut pyaari ladki hain, usko naraj ya rota dekhna bahut mushkil hoga”
Paras: “Mere alawa sirf tu wo ladka hain jiske Muskaan jyada karib hain. isliye sirf tu meri help kar sakta hain”
Mayur: “Main Muskaan ko jaakar kuchh bolne wala nahi hoon. Tujhe breakup karna hain to tujhe hi jaakar batana hoga”
Paras: “Yeh wali hellp nahi chaahiye. Ek baat sach sach batana, tu Muskaan ke baare mein kya sochta hain?”
Mayur: “Sara college jaanta hain, wo bahut sundar hain”
Paras: “Waise nahi. Teri uske liye kya feeling hain? Tuney kaha ki bahut saare ladke line laga kar uske liye khade hain, tu bhi hain kya line mein?”
Mayur: “Aesa kuchh nahi hain. Wo bas meri dost hain, teri vajah se dost bani hain wo bhi. Main to usko apni bhabhi maanta hoon”
Paras: “Phir thheek hain. Mujhse breakup ke baad Muskaan ka dil na tute iska ek hi ilaaj hain ki uska dil kisi aur ke saath lag jaaye. Pahla mauka main tujhe dena chaahta tha. Magar tu interested nahi hain. Pichhli baar Muskaan se chudai karte huye mujhe laga ki wo tujhme interested hain, agar tu bhi usme interested hota to baat ban jaati”
Mayur: “Ek minute yeh kaise hua? Tum dono ki chudai mein mera jikra kyu aaya?”
Paras: “Wo sab chhod kya farq padta hain, tu waise bhi usme interested nahi hain”
Mayur: “Arrey bata na yaar, chudai ke dauraan mera jikra kyu aaya?”
Paras: “Bada besabra ho raha hain yeh jaanane ke liye ki Muskaan ne tere baare mein kya kaha? Abhi to kah raha tha ki tu usko apni bhabhi maanta hain”
Mayur: “Haa, dusre ladko ki tarah mujhe bhi wo bahut achchhi lagti hain. Magar yeh bata ki mere baare mein Muskaan ne kya bola?”
Paras: “Achchha sun. Ek din majaak majaak mein maine Muskaan ko puchha tha ki agar humein threesome karna pade to usko kaisa ladka chaahiye. Usne bola ki koi lamba ladka hona chaahiye”
Mayur: “Main akela lamba ladka thode hi hoon!”
Paras: “Maine usko puchha tha kiske jaisa ladka, to usne tera naam liya tha ki mayur jaisa lamba ladak hona chaahiye”
Meri hansi fut padi aur thoda sharma gaya yeh soch kar ki Muskaan mere baare mein kya sochti hain. Paras bhi mera chehra dekhte huye muskura raha tha.
Paras: “Agar tu Muskaan ko chaahta hain to tu Muskaan ke dil mein meri jagah le le. Uska dil bhi nahi tutega aur mera us se break up bhi aasani se ho jaayega”
Mayur: “Usne mere baare mein jo bhi kaha wo majaak mein tha, wo serious thode hi thi! Dil koi saamaan nahi hain. Muskaan tujhe payaar karti hain to wo ekdum se mujhe kaise pyaar karne lagegi?”
Paras: “Ek jhatke mein naa sahi, par dheere dheere to pyaar ho sakta hain! Hamaare paas kaafi samay hain. Main teri help karunga aur dheere dheere Muskaan mujhse dur hokar tere paas aati jaayegi. Tab main us se break-up kar lunga”
Mayur: “Mujhe bada ajeeb lag raha hain. Aesa thode hi hota hain”
Paras: “Tu kya chaahta hain, Muskaan ka dil tute ya laga rahe?”
Mayur: “Aur yeh hoga kaise?”
Paras: “Dheere dheere hoga par shuruaat ke liye batata hoon. Is weekend Muskaan shopping jana chaahti hain aur uske favorite star ki movie lagne waali hain usko dekhne jana chaahti hain. Main koi bhi bahana maar kar nahi jaaunga aur tujhe aage kar dunga, tu hi usko movie aur shopping par lekar jana”
Mayur: “Is se kya hoga?”
Paras: “Jitna tu Muskaan ke saath time spent karega wo tere utna karib aayegi. Aage aur bhi mauke milte rahenge. Muskaan ko realize hone lagega ki uske liye tu sahi hain naa ki main”
Maine haami bhar di. Waise to main Muskaan ke saath pehle bhi shopping aur movie par ja chuka hoon par akele nahi, hamesha Paras saath hota tha.
Weekend par ek achchhi si short dress pahne Muskaan hamaare ghar aayi. Usko jab pata chala ki Paras kisi jaruri kaam se apne uncle ke yaha ja raha hain to wo bahut gussa aur naaraj huyi aur apna plan tak drop karne lagi.
Paras ne badi mushkil se us ruthhi huyi ladki ko manaya ki wo mere saath jaaye. Shayad mera dil rakhne ke liye Muskaan maan gayi thi. Magar is dauraan uske chehre se wo masti gaayab hi dikhi jo hamesha rahti thi jab Paras saath hota.
Hamesha ki tarah Muskaan mujhse achche se baat kar rahi thi par shaam ko ghar aakar mujhe laga ki yeh sab galat hain aur Muskaan ke saath dhokha hain aur maine Paras ko mana bol diya.
Paras: “Yeh bhool ja ki Muskaan meri girlfriend hain aur phir soch. Tu ek aesi ladko ko pataane ki kosish kar raha hain jisko tu chaahta hain. Hum usko jabardasti to bol nahi rahe ki wo tujhe pyaar karne lage. Jo bhi hoga uski marji se hi hoga na!”
Mayur: “Purey din Muskaan ko ukhda hua chehra dekhkar achchha nahi laga mujhe”
Paras: “Yeh pahla din tha isliye. Dheere dheere wo normal ho jayegi. Waise bhi uska break up wala chehra dekhne se behtar hain ki uska thoda naaraj chehra dekh le kuchh din”
Maine thode din aur dekhne ka vichaar kiya aur maan gaya. Agle kuchh dino mein Paras ne naa sirf college mein balki baahar bhi Muskaan ke saath time spent karna kam kar diya tha aur uski har demand ko mujh par chhod diya tha.
Muskaan khush rahne ki bajaay aajkal naaraj rahne lagi thi. Wo Paras ko miss karne lagi thi. Paras ne bahaana maar diya tha ki uske uncle jinke ghar mein hum rahte the unki tabiyat kharaab hain to usko unka dhyaan rakhna padta hain.
Pichhle kuchh dino se main aur Muskaan ek saath time jyada spent kar rahe the. Paras ke rahte huye Muskaan ko kabhi kisi aur ki jarurat nahi padi thi aur ab wo mere upar thoda dependent rahne lagi thi.
Lagbhag do mahine ho gaye the aur Paras ne Muskaan ko jyada time nahi diya tha. College ke baahar to unka milna kaafi kam ho gaya tha. Jab bhi Muskaan ka phone aata to Paras ghar par hote huye bhi kah deta ki wo baahar hain.
Uske turant baad Muskaan mujhe phone kartke apna plan bata deti ki usko meri jarurat hain aur main waha pahuch jata. Main Muskaan ka sahara ban chuka tha.
Meri Muskaan se baatein bahut jyada badh gayi thi kyuki ab hamare beech koi nahi tha. Pehle Muskaan jo baatein Paras ko bataati thi ab wo mere saath share kar rahi thi.
Hum dono ka rishta sach mein majbut hota ja raha tha. Uski har ichchha mera command hoti. Main usko kisi chij ke liye man nahi karta tha, ultaa mujhe khushi milti.
Next episode mein padhiye kya Paras aur Mayur ka yeh plan kaam kar raha tha.